So, A and I went to one of our favorite places last night for dinner. We haven’t gotten to go there in forever because it’s never worked out that we could make it while they were actually serving off of their dinner menu. Anyways, it was delicious and I’m really glad that we went.
After I got home I ended up feeling hit with this huge wave of depression and I don’t quite know why. That’s been happening to me a lot lately and it’s really starting to bother me. I’m sure it’s because of all the stuff that’s going on in my life right now, but that doesn’t make it any easier to deal with. And even then, I shouldn’t be having bouts of depression, it should be anxiety. I was feeling so off though that I ignored a text from A completely and just laid in bed in total darkness staring at nothing.
I think I just need some time away from everything and everyone. Maybe I’ll be able to figure things out if I just take some time for myself.